It’s Andrew’s and my two year anniversary today! I thought I would feel different, but I don’t. I count that as a good thing though because that means I feel lucky to have him everyday, not just on special occasions. It’s a landmark, especially these days don’t get me wrong, but I feel like if I was only excited to be with him on anniversaries, that would be a bad sign. We’ve come so far in two years. It seems like forever, yet it’s still not enough time together. I’m so excited for this summer. I’m happy I get to share my trip to Disney with him, even though my parents will be there. We have been through a lot together and I can’t wait for more.
I’ve been watching Sex and the City A LOT lately. I think I’m beginning to get addicted to it. I love the idea of have three successful, beautiful, different friends that get together every Saturday at a diner for breakfast and are completely fabulous. I wouldn’t want them to be so.. promiscuous though. I guess you can’t have everything. Even though I’m moving back home, where I grew up, I feel like I’m almost starting completely over on the friendship front. I don’t want to fall into the same high school crowd I was with, I know that. You know, the ones who try their hardest to be different, yet are completely predictable. It’s not even that fact that bothers me. It’s the fact that I used to be that, and I’m ready to move on with my life. I want a real job, I want to be involved in my church, I want a husband, I want a family, I want to be with the family I already have. Most of the people my age here, or anywhere for that matter, focus on where they are going to get their next bottle of tequila or beer. They wonder where the next party is instead of what their little sisters or brothers are doing. I don’t understand how what has become important in our culture, got that way. I guess that’s what it comes down to, priorities.
In other news, I have a blocked salivary gland. It’s painful, especially when I eat. It swells up to the size of a pecan.
